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another attempt at writing about toxic relationship but damn i just can't write love-related song, but you can see it as a toxic relationship song, from my end it's my toxic relationship with meself ewah gitew
lyrics
sanction
the tide is rougher than a raging bull
but i kept looking for a marigold
what else to see there’s nothing meaningful
coz i lost everything when i was told
you want to go
you want to go
you want to go
you want to go
beneath the gravity there’s only me
trying to outrun what was meant to be
and there you stay still, standing silently
as words kept crushing me relentlessly
i told you so
i told you so
i told you so
i told you so
and i longed to be abandoned
by the misery wrapping me for eternity
and i long for you to sanction
my existence but i know you’ll never let it happen
it’s up to me now to find the lore
pushed to the edge by your sadistic core
swam ‘cross the ocean washed up by the shore
yet you would never come and tell me more
of what i need
to hear for me
to finally see
to finally see
when you wronged me and abandoned
me in agony choking me for eternity
i still long for you to sanction
my existence but i know you’ll never let it happen
coz i want to go
when you told me no
to what i would need
to finally see
so you made me go
when i told you so
of what i would need
to finally breathe
*breathing i n t e n s i f i e s*
and i longed to be abandoned
by the misery wrapping me for eternity
and i long for you to sanction
my existence but i know you’ll never let it happen
when you wronged me and abandoned
me in agony choking me for eternity
i still long for you to sanction
my existence but i know you’ll never let it happen
credits
released March 21, 2021
Written, composed and produced by VIONA
A collection of tracks from the singer and multi-disciplinary artist's 111 collaboration series, featuring KMRU, Laraaji, and others. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 25, 2024